I don’t know what it is, but I have had such a lack of ambition lately I don’t know what has come over me. I am thinking that it is really because I am just flat out tired. Tired of working like crazy, tired of not being able to get my own things done, tired of wasting time on playing meaningless video games, tired of being tired.
I think I am just worn out. That has to be the reason because I have been sleeping a bit more so that I can gain my physical and mental energy back. Once that returns, I think I will be able to get my ambition back to do the things I want to do, whether work related or not.
I wonder if my problem is due to the fact that I worked an extraordinary amount of overtime last year. Although, I have spent the better part of my career working a lot of hours, so I don’t know why I would feel any different. I like working by I am beginning to like it a little less because it takes me away from the things I love more.
I suppose work is the thing that identifies me, but it is not the only thing. The older I get, the more I remember about the other things that I want to be known for…such as my compassion, my writing and other creative projects, my loyalty and love for my family and friends.
For now, while I just finished another of the many “To Dos”, I am going to sit back with a glass of something fun to drink and a bowl of popcorn, and dream about of one of my favorite places.
Wishing you moments to just relax.
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